LL i have been running the roads lately. yesterday (monday) wasn't fun. but been running the roads trying to get wedding stuff together for my brothers wedding. then i am trying to get my kitchen cleaned up so i can put an embroidary machine in there so i can start me a little business going... i still don't sleep at night even though hubby isn't here. i toss and turn just can't get confortable. i am very much a light sleeper i get good sleep from around 3am til 8/8:30am....after my brothers wedding is over i am hoping not to run the roads as much. starting November 4th one of my moms friend is coming to the house to watch the twins for like 3 hours on tuesdays and thursdays so i can ride three of my horses. i discussed this with my hubby and he said ok. so at least two days out the week i will be able to ride... i just pray this works out.