Well here's the deal....those of you that have known me A LONG TIME....know that I have been very thin, somewhere in between and larger. In the 90's I galloped race horses at Manor some, and Bandera Downs and a training facility in Stonewall and Boerne.
I was 114 pounds max. Then gained to bout 140....still ok....in the mid 90's and late 90's...I was bout 145 or so....now I aint tellin
but add 40 pounds! ARG. I'm short so 5 pounds looks like 15....not a great thing. I tried to pull out some pics of a very thin me,
and noooooooooooo!! I don't need jockey weight anylonger!! Not going for 114!! (I wore my MOTHER'S pants!!)....I never even knew
I had gotten that thin, but back in 97 I got that small again by accident (not trying---stress married to a dum dum) and went
to San Antonio to the NBHA finals....planned to go home but made the 1D short round and didn't have any clothes. My mom said go
get a hotel, and she would give me jeans to wear the next day and I laffed my butt off til OMG...I zipped them up and they fit!
NO...I do not want to be her weight...upon looking at pics at that time...i looked like a broomstick. And anorexic. No wonder people
kept asking me. But I didn't realize that then. Now...when I met Jamie...I was about 150....and a size 9/10....and I felt great and
looked good....there's where I am going...based on size only....its not like I have to buy one pair of jeans!! I have them from size
2's up to 14's....I still feel fine...but I want to go back to running---which i did all the time, and now I probably couldn't run past
my mailbox. My brother was long distance runner (tried for 84 olympics) and I did other sports in high school which probably always
kept me thin. Now the activity is horse related and I think my body has settled into a "routine" of what it is used to rather than
the muscle confusion which promotes weight loss. So I am treadmilling...and jogging in the mornings alittle...and I starting skipping
rope yesterday. I am a hard head of course. And I usually do what I say I will------I just need to make sure that this time!! Its a
lifelong routine instead of a routine that lasts til I get where I want to be...and slack off.
PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. I'M GOING TO BE A GROUCH. AND UNUSUALLY SARCASTIC. OR USUALLY SARCASTIC...HMMMM?? LOL....